I had a dream about my ex-boyfriend the other night. I think my subconscious is still in love with him. How can I get myself into a relationship when I'm still dwelling on one that ended months ago?

I am very depressed today. I feel like sitting in my room, listening to sad songs, and crying. But I cannot do this. There is work to be done. I need to get my ass to the library. I am going to be there for hours.

How can things be going so well and yet suck so much at the same time?