I have been talking to that guy on AIM since our dinner at Outback. We are both going to the club tonight, so hopefully I'll get to dance with him. :D I want to go slow, though -- no being a whore on the dance floor, no making out with him in a crowd. I'm not in the mood for a hookup, so I'm just going to pursue a relationship. Sure, maybe he's not the relationship type, but I am. We'll see what happens.

The other night -- when I smoked a joint in the quad -- I went back to my room and started making out with my friend. Things got sort of heavy and he took off my pants. I stopped and told him that we shouldn't continue hooking up like this. He left the room and I went to bed...

Well.

It turns out that a few hours earlier, he gave a blow job to this guy HE JUST MET ON THE SHUTTLE BUS. And after he left my room, he went to that guy's room looking for MORE ass. And then the next night, he comes home with some boy from a club! ARGHGHGHGHGH.

Anyway, I'm over it. Tonight I'll have fun. Hopefully. Arghghg, I hope I don't fuck it up.