It occurred to me this morning that I am the only gay guy worth dating at my school. That is all.

So I text messaged the prospective student during breakfast: 'Eating cereal, thinking of you.' How cute is that? I also IMed my ex-boyfriend (not the LiveJournal one) and apologized for missing his 2:30 a.m. phone call. He was away, and so I am still wondering why he would call me three times in the middle of the night. He was probably drunk and just wanted to chat.

My relationship with him seems to go in cycles. There will be a long stretch of silence, and then out of the blue, he'll walk up to me on the quad and say hello. From there, we will IM each other sparingly, and in a matter of days, we'll go to the cafeteria for lunch, or I'll stop by his room to catch up in person. Then he'll do something, which is truly nothing, to piss me off, and I'll block him.

Hopefully that won't happen this time. Hopefully I've grown up.