on this eve of valentine's day, i feel as if i am truly in love. this love is not yet realized. but soon it will be realized. perhaps tonight. perhaps tomorrow. perhaps in the next week. but it WILL be realized.

red bull rules and i just feel like raising my arms to the music and grooving and moving and swaying my hips to the music until i crash into my unmade bed with my prospective lover, arms around each others, hips pressed, holding tightly. And for once, I wake up and do not feel shame.

I just had my makeup done, so you can't make me cry.